forever

I don’t want to hear
another ‘always’
stolen from you
by momentary bliss

look at me when you hate me
when you can’t fucking stand it
and show me your forever

strengths

I’ve always thought adaptability was a strength of mine

lately, I wonder what recognizing yourself looks like
where those pieces of me ended up
and if I want them back or not

soft lips from a memory

the blur of your visage

so close to mine

show me your cautious

vulnerability

and I’ll find the rest in your eyes

I hope it feels like home

wherever you are

torn napkins scatter the table

quick looks towards the door

the phones are ringing

muffled consuming voices with

every conceivable idea

about how to change

but I want to grow